Bianca, aspiring princess. Currently building a life around fashion, art, and music. A reader and a writer, as well. A little eighteen-year-old finding herself. All dressed up and no where to go. I have inspirations and aspirations. This is my world. Please click "click" on the right and see.
Sooo I just got a cautionary grade update for AP Spanish and apparently, I have a D-... Yes, that is pretty bad. I've never gotten D in a class but honestly I called it quits weeks ago and haven't been turning my things in.
That class is crazy hard since I'm not exactly "fluent" in espanol and am practically drowning in it. After seeing all those D's and F's in my grade file I've decided to have a new set of resolutions in homework.
Do everything the day it is assigned. I just got this new Spanish project and am planning on getting a good chunk of it done today, even if it's do in like 2.5 weeks.
Make a show of doing homework. Sometimes I just need to look studious for people in order to do my work. I'm vain like that, yes.
Actually do the homework. At home. The day before. At least start. Once I get the ball rolling it's easier to keep going and finish. Never ever again say, "I'll do it tomorrow morning. I'll just get up earlier to do it. I promise." This never works!
If seen by the teacher, put all your effort in there. And frankly, if it's daily work that's just checked if done, I won't even bother trying very hard on it.
Actually read and follow along with the lessons. For AP Statistics and Physiology, I'm literally lost during lectures. I need to read independently, like college kids do.
Do independent study. I need to do some extra work on my own to at least retain the information.
Study. Don't wing any tests.
No need to set aside time. Don't set aside time just for homework. It's an improvement in itself to do homework while doing other things like watching Gossip Girl. Better than procrastinating making homework time and not getting any done at all.
Here's a lengthy piece dedicated to myself if you're curiously curious enough to want to know even more about me. I'm a girl born in 1995. Growing up, I've had a love for language that's been innate within me up until now. I've found an understanding in things such as English, fashion, and food, which comes to me without any clear reasoning. I'm not a fan of physics, chemistry, or even history. I feel my brain does not function the same instinctive way as it does with literature and design.
I'm a self-proclaimed non-conformist who doesn't like other people touching my stuff, so to speak. I like being individual and standing out. A pet-peeve of mine is being called normal. I have a few temporary companions, yet I aspire to be a full-fledged loner by the time I'm out of high school. I love having tons of friends though, I just prefer surrounding myself with the people I truly appreciate.
My taste in clothes changes every second. I have identity crises, I admit. But I know what I like, and my taste spreads out to a whole wide-set array of looks. I'm finding my way though, finding myself. My musical tastes lie solely within two categories: indie and oldies. I do not even touch hip hop and r and b (the "cool" music.) I don't have the appreciation nor understanding for either one.
Above all, my heart is stuck in olden times. I'm a huge retro, vintage, and antique enthusiast. I am fascinated with everything that is not within my time period. I lay mainly within the fifties and sixties. I cannot explain how badly I'd wish to travel back in time.
I'm a rather critical person, if you can't tell already. I have a true disdain towards the typical kids my age. I can't even explain. The tastes and the hypes and the music. I just don't see the aesthetics anywhere. Of course, not everyone. Mostly people from my school are who I'm criticizing. You can say I'm a "hater." I keep my distance, though. Just as I like it.
